June 15, 2010

Totally unrelated

Posted in Life Stuff at 8:46 pm by mbru15

So all day i’ve been thinking about this pizza thing. The going over to the in laws for pizza. Well no pizza for me actually, just salad. I’m trying to figure out what I can take over to eat since I don’t want salad and I don’t like any of the dressings they usually use. Hm.. what to take?

It kind of makes me annoyed. Though I definitely don’t want people to only please me, or only do what I want to do.. I don’t want to go. I just don’t really like being around them that much. We just saw them on friday, why so soon again? I’m in a weird mood right now. It’s probably the fact that I really want pizza but can’t have any. Also, there’s some behind the scenes stuff going on that’s stressing me out that I could probably share but don’t know if that’s really necessary. I’ll just keep struggling with it internally. At least until I get home and can talk to Alex about it. Gaaaah- I hate my job and I wish my life were a little different! I wish we could pick up and move wherever we wanted (we can’t) and I wish we could at least move halfway between my parents and his (we never will) and it’s all just really stressing me out right now. Not to mention, I never really get stressed. So this is new. And terrible!

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Motivation

Posted in Uncategorized at 3:25 pm by mbru15

I tend to feel more motivated while i’m at work. Maybe this is because I know I can’t get out of here to do anything I actually want to do. When I get home, all I want to do is relax from my day. I think this stems from disliking my job. If I liked it I wouldn’t try to think of excuses to leave all the time, would I? I have some things I want to start to get out of here but at the same time, I’m not starting them. I like to plan but not execute I guess. It’s kinda sickening.

Day 8

Posted in South Beach at 12:48 pm by mbru15

1st day of the 2nd week. i’d say we should celebrate but i failed on sunday so yesterday was like starting over anyway. and i didn’t move an ounce on the scale this morning so phoey.

We had cheesy shrimp/asparagus last night for dinner and i had a pickle as a snack. Whoop-di-do. Our neighbors stopped by with a huge goodie basket too because we recently moved in. So nice of them! And it was stocked with crystal light (score!) stuff to make smores, peanuts/trail mix and chocolates. It was adorable and so thoughtful. And we watched the movie, Doubt. Which was kind of weird and the ending wasn’t really explaining anything. I guess it as a draw your own conclusion type thing. I’ll need a jump to conclusions mat to figure it out (office space).

Today, milk for breakfast. cheese for snack. pepperoni/salami for lunch with a pickle and then peanuts for afternoon snack. Boring boring. After work, Alex is going to Roots for produce and then we’re going to his parents house for pizza.. yeah!! except i won’t be eating pizza.. booo!! i guess i’ll be having salad…….. boring! Since I know no one reads this, I don’t really enjoy going over there on weeknights. Alex always wants to stay longer than i do and just when i think we’re about to leave, they bust out the coffee which usually has to be roasted first so we’re there another hour. I don’t know what my problem is but i have a slight one. I especially don’t want to go watch other people eat pizza. And also we’re going to pick cherries from the orchard.. even though I can’t eat those either! What a great trip for me!

Anyway.. yesterday i didn’t exercise but hopefully I can today!